Forever Blue Rose...

The realms of reality sway vividly over ones head...
Taunting the presence without the knowlegde to grasp...
A thirst for adventure yet have not the fluids to quench its parched affection...
Yearnings that seek a path though it lies distant by lifes restrictions...
To want & not have-the torment that devours the soul & leaves it barren...
Dreams unravel only to become stagnant & uncaptured...
To hope where there is no light unvieling from fates unguided hand...
To almost touch but never feel the sensations of its worth...
To envision but never to see clearly...
To taste the sweetened fruits yet are unable to swallow & digest its glory...
To allure passion yet left unsustained by past judgements that forever deny...
Kismit displayed though is endless without reason...
To trail authentic question but find no response...
To condem the forbidden hours of golden bliss by ones commitments...
To cover truths that desire to ignite the flames of revelence that display the real self...
To fly freely in the imagination sparred from guilt & betrayal yet only to find that you covet no wings...
Oh My loves...these are the quests of ones lives...never to banish...yet not to live...
To have...or have not....shall render the heart placid...until one may release the soul from a terminal reliance & open the gates to ones own ecstasy...
For without one shall remain an empty shell that dwells on this earth as a mere image of what was...& what could have been...and for this...
One will always be...
Forever Blue...The Blue Rose...

Silence...

I sit in a crowded room with laughter & cheer all around yet I do not hear a word as my lonliness follows...
My thoughts flee to familiar quarters where my mind manifests itself into tender merriment by its memorable free will...I view a priceless interval while traveling through its duration with new rememberance every time I visit...What a pleasure...a sweet moment of time...Just a piece of what I undeniably desire...
Ones sentiment...what a palace for golden dreams...Joyously it gives hope & excitement before it renders the soul & vanishes to a harsh emptiness...leaving a weeping pith that of stone & a smile in search to bare with ease...
In ones mind we may journey the depths of all craving...the hunger that yearns to be fed & a thirst for one to quench its undying lust...but...
Paradise turns swiftly into the brutal cold reality...the silence breaks...& ones life becomes oh,so relevant...

Angels of the Roses...

Deep within the corridors of my imagination...I have found solice in the safety of each notion...For there the unseen self is hidden...never to be known by the world...never to be abandoned or scorn...
The truths lies like that of a treasure...hunted though never captured by its prospectors...For in ones mind we stand strong & stable having the knowledge that noone holds the key...nor possesses the ability to destroy ones harmony...Until...there was you...
For years I've hid within the walls of my own capacity & for the first time I sense fear...I reveal darkened secrets so fluently...exposing my soul to danger with utmost ease...For you have the power & I am tempted...
I arise stern like the stem of a rose...yet my beauty is only sought by that of its quested beholder...Where I wilt with every touch of ones gracious fingertips...The sweat falls in moistened beads from this one exhibition...
My petals are not perfect...for they are stained...My leaves are curled from lonliness & thorns blankets the hearts will as it is burdened by tainted memories...& my roots grow ever so dim within the earth of my life...
If you remove me from the soil I so richly dwell...please care for me as if I held that perfection...tenderly release the staffs from my wounds...& shed your love unto thee mercifully...or I shall wither & my vibrant colors shall fade & I will have life no more...
Oh,guard & keep this simple rose...For I have opened the gateway to my yearning pith...Covet my goodness & pass my sins...& never allow the fate of this flower die...
Angel of the Roses...forever more save thee...My strength weakened...faith in my heart given...& dreams are all I have to ponder as this Blue rose blossoms into a new breath of life...where it seeks its eternal sun...just a glimmer of light...that guides me to you... .